I started to think about the good old times; when Life was good and carefree. So I start to look back; but I did not see myself standing there. So I looked back further and further. I found myself as a child. I then realized that this was the point in my Life when I started to separate myself from the pain.
Then I asked: Lord what are you teaching me........
And I realized that the pain is part of me
Part of who I am.