oh my dear friend there are no words that can describe how sorry i am for your loss and for what you have been through in the last year i am with you i do not understand how someone should suffer such losses i wish there was some way to make sense of it but there just is not. you my friend are a kind and gentle soul and were myfirst friend here . i wish i could be there to comfort you and put my arms around youand give you a big hug.i know this may not count as much at the moment but you are a big part of our family here. and we luv you. if you ever need to talk my friend just pm me.i wish there was more i could do but i just want you to know you are one the bravest people i know your strenghth is amazing to me. your riley was abeautiful dog who belonged to a beautiful person.my thoughts and luv is with you right now take care my friend hugs.