Hang in there, yes I have been at times when I thought the same, what did I do to deserve this?, I pray that you have some family understaning and support, I know my wife and daughter seem to always be able to put a smile on my face. Then there are times when I just need to be left alone. If ther is anything at all I can do for you please send me a message. I am praying for you, God bless. Jim.
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulations, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort wich we ourselves are comforted by God. 2 Corinthians 1:3