Welcome to WHL! Nonna, and Tgal have already given you some wonderful advice, So
i would like to say i do know what your going through, as i went through the same
feelings of being robbed of my old self, scared of what all lupus was going to do to me,
and was like i was greeveing for my old self while trying to accept the new me and the new's
that it was lupus. And trying to learn to do thing's different and adjust to the thought that i couldent run at a fast pace as i was use to doing.
So try as best you can to take a deep breath, and take it one day at a time. Ive alway's
been a hyper person, ran my own buissness worked 14-15 hour's a day in my buissness
till we sold it. T he last 7 yr's ive been home a house wife love working in my yards all day and flower bed's till startrd getting sick on and off for the past 7 yrs and 3 yr's ago lupus & sjogrens
totaly knocked me down in my track's. So i learned as much as i could about the diseases
so to better help myself on what to do to help the lupus and not to do, to help keep flairs a bay best i can, along with some adjustment's in my life on how to work around it and with it.
Sending you Gentle Hug's & Calming thought's!!!!!!! Diane,,
~Where Hope Grow's, Miracle's Blossom~
(CNS) Vasculitis, Lupus, Neuro-Behcet's, Raynaud's, Fibromyalgia, Diabetes, Earley M.S., Buerger's Syndrome.