I know exactly how you feel... I think that normal becomes a relative term... I'm not sure life ever goes back to the normal you knew before all of this started... But, you kind of create a NEW definition of normal... Just like you kind of create a NEW definition of a "good day"... I also often feel like I am too young to have to think about things like doctors and pills and being too tired, and possibly (but not probably) DEATH!!! I mean, we should still be in the "invincible" stage of our lives, shouldn't we? Not feeling like we're 80... But, you have to take the days that are good, and remember you AREN'T 80, and that the prognosis is really very good... And try to remember that on the bad days... I have trouble doing that myself, sometimes... If you need to vent or anything I have a great set of ears... So do many people on this board!!!
I hope you feel better, soon!!
"All sounds are potentially dangerous.
All sounds are potentially medicinal.
All sounds are beautiful." ~Yoko Ono