Hello and welcome Musik;
As you can see, you are in good hands here with us and we embrace you with understanding and supportive arms.
Everyone, so far, has given you excellent advice and you are blessed to have given birth to a healthy child. Now, it is time for you to take control of your health to ensure that you will be the best that you can for your child.
One thing that you need not worry about is a repeat of the ostracism that your received when you were a child with this disease. I am not saying that there are not going to be occasions when you will run into ignorant, judgmental or even cruel adults. However, what we want to do for you here is to give you the support, information, and education to help you know that the problem is with those people...not with you!
There are many of us who have lived with this disease for many, many years; who have dealt with periods of remission followed by periods of flare-ups. So, we can offer you advice, help, support, and understanding while you are learning how to make the best choices for yourself and your child while dealing with the news of this current flare.
You should know that you are not alone...it is very common for pregnancy and child birth to initiate a flare up of the disease. In fact, for many women, each menstrual period brings on a flare up. So, while this is unwanted news for you, please know that you are not alone and many of us here have personal experience that we can share with you.
As Tgal noted, this is the place where you can come to vent your frustrations, express your feelings safely, and always know that you are accepted, understood, and important!
I wish you the very best!
Peace and Blessings
Look For The Good and Praise It!