I want to salute you and honor you for your service to our country. I am so sorry to hear that you have developed this disease and that it has gotten worse, rather than better. It is not unusual for us to have to experiment with our medications and/or their dosage before we finally find a treatment regimen that actually works. In this respect, we all can understand what you are dealing with.
Please know that we are here to help you as much as we can and we want you to know that you are not alone. I am so glad that you are here, welcome to our family.
Peace and Blessings
Look For The Good and Praise It!