I am sorry that you seem to be facing one thing after another. I know that sometimes, it feels like it is an endless fall into some dark black hole with no way of stopping the descent. Depression can be a symptom of the disease and/or because of the disease. Whatever the case may be, it is something that almost every one of us goes through with Lupus. I always advocate that it is just as important that we take care of our emotional health as vigorously as we take care of our physical health. One cannot heal without the other. I am glad that you are doing both.
Please know that you are not alone, that we understand and that we truly care. I hope, also, that you begin to feel some relief from your symptoms.
Peace and Blessings
Look For The Good and Praise It!