I am so sorry, that you have to go through all this.
You are not a cry baby, you are just choosing a way, to release some of the pressure you are under.
What better place, than to do it right here, with all your friends, who know exactly what you are talking about.
Stay in touch with us, we are here for you, anytime you want.
Like Marla said, hang in there and don't give up.
I may have been dealt a bad hand, but at least I'm still playing with a full deck. ( most of the time anyway).