I see that Welfare is the same in your country as it is in ours. The amount that they give you is meant to keep you destitute and certainly does not help you to get ahead by any means. If you make a dime, they take a dime away..so you always remain in poverty.
I do hope that you are able to get approved for disability and, if not, that they will approve some type of retraining for a job that accommodates your disabilities with Lupus of placement in a job that you can handle with your illness.
I wish you the best of luck
Peace and Blessings