I can't believe that I am so late in joining this thread. Angel, you were so very, very missed. I am so sorry that you have been dealing with a dark period in your life. However, you need never apologize to us because you are unhappy, hurt, depressed, frustrated, angry or anything else. We are your family and we will always care about you. This disease gets to all of us and we all deal with those emotions at one time or another.
I am glad to see you back and am glad to hear that you are feeling a bit better. I hope that you continue to feel better. But whatever you are feeling, know that you are loved!!
Peace and Blessings