Thank you my WHL family.xx
I am sorry ive been M.I.A lately ive been consumed by the ''darkness''. You know when everything seems to go wrong, you fight on,then more 'stuff' goes wrong,not the way you'd like it, you are exhausted in pain, then you feel you are being let down,failed,left to rot.....oh have i been feeling sorry for myself lately.Just could'nt seem to snap out of it. Im learning to realise i am not always going to get things i want in life to go my way immediately or if at all lol, i know i need to learn patience and wait and stop feeling so low,upset,angry. Im not feeling so desperate right now,low but not desperate!! YIPEEEEEEE!!
I just wanted to thank all my friends here who really helped me through a very difficult time! I feel embarrassed me a grown up woman just doesnt seem to be able to cope with life sometimes.But am so glad i joined WHL to be blessed with such wonderful ciber friends. You will never know how much you actually did help me with a kind word, a call.Sorry for the 'desperate' messages or the absent replies.
Hour at a time from now on for me.Im gonna take it slower and stop trying to rush things and realise also,yes some docs are quacks but are human, well actually some are human lol.
Lots of love
I am still here,just been on new meds so unable to function like i used to.I will pop back,just know im thinking of you all and hoping you are keeping on keeping on.xxxxxxx