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    Hiya all,

    I am sorry ive been M.I.A lately ive been consumed by the ''darkness''. You know when everything seems to go wrong, you fight on,then more 'stuff' goes wrong,not the way you'd like it, you are exhausted in pain, then you feel you are being let down,failed,left to rot.....oh have i been feeling sorry for myself lately.Just could'nt seem to snap out of it. Im learning to realise i am not always going to get things i want in life to go my way immediately or if at all lol, i know i need to learn patience and wait and stop feeling so low,upset,angry. Im not feeling so desperate right now,low but not desperate!! YIPEEEEEEE!!
    I just wanted to thank all my friends here who really helped me through a very difficult time! I feel embarrassed me a grown up woman just doesnt seem to be able to cope with life sometimes.But am so glad i joined WHL to be blessed with such wonderful ciber friends. You will never know how much you actually did help me with a kind word, a call.Sorry for the 'desperate' messages or the absent replies.
    Hour at a time from now on for me.Im gonna take it slower and stop trying to rush things and realise also,yes some docs are quacks but are human, well actually some are human lol.
    Thanks everyone!!

    Lots of love
    Amanda.xxxxx
    I am still here,just been on new meds so unable to function like i used to.I will pop back,just know im thinking of you all and hoping you are keeping on keeping on.xxxxxxx

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    hey you,

    you are a part of this family, and we all step up and help each other whenever needed. You contribute so much to this forum, you are our official welcoming committee, and you are our queen private messenger....so, you just keep remembering that we all owe you our thanks to.

    you hang in there.
    Phyllis

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    Thanks so much Phyllis.xxxxxxx
    I am still here,just been on new meds so unable to function like i used to.I will pop back,just know im thinking of you all and hoping you are keeping on keeping on.xxxxxxx

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    Hi Angel,
    It's good to see you back! I've missed you and our chats about Dr. Who and Primeval - LOL.
    I'm glad to see that you are feeling some better about life. We all just keep on keepin' on, and there are lots of us here for you when you need us. Forget the docs, you know your body and you know that something is wrong. I hope that you find a rheumy who will help soon.
    Gentle Hugs,
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    Hiya Amanda,

    I remember those awful dark painful days when doctors couldn't get their acts together. Here's hoping you find a Rheumy real soon that will give you the care you deserve. Keep searching xx

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    It's OK Amanda. You don't need to apologize for being down. I'm just glad you are feeling a bit better, I know you have been having a tough time lately.

    Rob

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    Hey Amanda -
    I just wanted to say that I TOTALLY understand whre youre coming from, and those days we have where there just seems to be NO LIGHT at the end of the tunnel - they just plain S&#*K! There is - in my opinion - nothing worse than doctors who are indifferent/dismissive to our health plight. I for years experienced doctors who passed the buck, looked at me as if I were crazy (I was told by one that I needed a psychiatrist...yeah, no kidding...because of you people! I wanted to say), and/or acted as if I WANTED to have a terrible disease...crazy.
    In any case, having a chronic illness, being in constant pain - is depressing! Add to that the attitude of others and that AWFUL fear of the unknown and its damn-well debilitating. Note also that lupus ITSELF causes depression - chemiacally! So, I guess Im just trying to say that you have every right - as a living, breathing human being - to feel this way. Sometimes I have to have what I call "Cover Days" meaning...Im under the covers today!! Im not coming out either! Leave me alone!! Ha ha...sometimes I just need to FEEL it. For me, then its acknowledged, I get all that junk out - crying, cranky - this s%$ks-type stuff out...and I usually feel better within a few days. I also take anti-depressants - which I desperately need - and I am a member of a wonderful womans support group. I need all the help I can get.
    The beauty of this group is that - THank you, God, we are not alone...thus, we understand each others pain - both physically and emotionallly. I am praying that you start to feel some semblence of peace and comfort - you deserve it - and feel free to "dump your stuff".
    Take care Amanda.

    Lauri
    For God has not given us a spirit of fear; but of power, love and a sound mind. 2 Timothy 1:7

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    Thanks so much Marla,Rob & Lauri for your help its very much appreciated.

    love
    Amanda.xxxx
    I am still here,just been on new meds so unable to function like i used to.I will pop back,just know im thinking of you all and hoping you are keeping on keeping on.xxxxxxx

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    Amandna-
    I can certainly understand your being held hostage by the cloud of darkness.

    Please know that we're all here for you when the cloud dissipates some and you're ready to say "hi" again.

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    Angel,

    I am sorry that you have been feeling so low. You don't know how many times you have lifted me up. You are a wonderful, sensitive, kind, and loving person. We all missed you and glad you are back.

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