It's like im reading something i have wrote exactly!! The only advice i can give is ''DONT GIVE UP''. I am in the same boat as you except recently it all got to me and i nearly gave up! You are sick,you feel it, your body is telling you,so always listen to it. Yes you are depressed like me because we are going round in circles and getting nowhere.Me and you are in need of finding a good doctor.One day we will,look at all the members here who eventually DID get the help.So keep posting,one of the members here may be able to help you if not all the members. I know its not in your head and hopefully soon a Doctor will help you,just hang in there.We are a button away if you need a chat!
love n hugs and understanding
I am still here,just been on new meds so unable to function like i used to.I will pop back,just know im thinking of you all and hoping you are keeping on keeping on.xxxxxxx