Please hang in there. Do keep your rheumy appointment and I pray that he is a good one and is willing to listen to you and work with you, that will make all the difference in the world. Keep us up to date on how things are going. God bless, Jim.
Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our tribulations, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort wich we ourselves are comforted by God. 2 Corinthians 1:3