I too am new to this board, and I am so happy I found it!!! I understand the problems you are all having with the sad/angry/ect...I was diagnosed 9 years ago. I have just recently been having issues with the anger and sadness!!! Before that I felt I had to be the strong one for everyone around me. No one can "see" what is wrong with me because I mostly look normal and healthy, so they have a hard time understanding. Otherwise, when people would ask how I was feeling, I would say fine...no one wants you to lie to them, but then they don't want to hear the truth.
After the first anniversary of a near death experiance which resulted in open heart surgery...I finally broke down. I also keep adding to my list of medical complications!!!
I want to tell you that it all will get easier, but I feel that we are put in this situation to learn something about ourselves. I have also found it wonderful to talk to others with similar problems to mine!!!
I can tell everyone about a bad day, and they can relate...also...the best advice I was ever given was...if you feel like crying, cry, if you feel like screaming, scream, but don't forget to dance every once in awhile to balance it all out!!!
Bless you, and I hope that you have more days were you want to dance!!!
"And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."