I am still here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My loves!!!!!! I have missed you very much! Everything here is going ok. I have been working soooooooo much and find it hard to make time to even think. Working so much has resulted in me catching the flu. It wasn't the swine flu but the good ole flu that I even got a flu shot for! I was in the hospital last week with it and today is the first day that I have been feeling better. The only issue I have now is that my lungs are full of liquid at this point and the coughing feels like I have glass particles in my lungs......yuck!!!!!!! Hopefully it will pass soon and we just have to keep an I eye out for pneumonia at this point. Other than that, health hasn't been to bad
I took a job at Michael's craft store in their framing department. It is fun but doesn't pay very well and there are no benefits. It seems like I work everyday and may get a day off every other week. It is just exhausting and makes shot night and recovering from shot night that much harder. But, I am the only one in the house with a job so I have to push through at this point. Tim has been interviewing and is on an interview right now. I cross my fingers everyday that he will not only find a job but also that he finds something he truly enjoys. I know time will tell and patience is what we have to hang on to right now. Our home is set to be auctioned of at the beginning of November but we may have postponed it until the first of the year, we are just waiting to hear.
Tim and I are doing fine. We are nervous with the house and job situation but we are just trying to hang on to each other through all of this. I know one day we will look back and smile at our struggles and that is what I keep reminding us. Until then, we will just get through everyday with a smile and the hope that tomorrow will be filled with possibilities
As I grow to understand life less and less,
I learn to love it more and more.
Age 29, Lupus for last 7 years
Medications: Methotrexate, Lyrica, Celebrex, Flexeril, Theophylline, Bactrim, Xopenex, Lisinopril, Ultram