Some days I have a very short fuze. I really don't have any contact with other people unless I have an appointment or something. Probably a good thing because people seem to piss me off to no end these days. I get angry, yell at people, feel a little bad for it, but most people who get it from me were asking for it anyway. Oh well.
I look in the mirror and don't recognize the person looking back at me. I will not take any anti-depressants. I had a really bad experience with the stuff a few years ago, so I just white knuckle it. I try to do stress relieving activities. Sometimes it helps, sometimes not. I wish there were easy answers for people like us.
P.S. I checked out your pics. You know, we all look a little rough around the edges when in the middle of a flare. That does not change that fact that you are a beautiful woman.