Many many hugs - we want you with us, and we understand the days (weeks sometimes!) when the pain seems almost too great to bear. Those are times we'll hold each other up.
Talk to your doc also - depression can be a clinical situation - not just the blues, but a chemical imbalance that meds can treat. You need to be here for your children!
I don't have acne, but last year had a MESS on my face - i thought it was lupus maylar rash. My doc AND a dermatologist decided it was rosacea! Take a look at rosacea.org - see if any of those pix look like what you've got. Ask your doc as well - if it is rosacea or some other condition, there are creams and antibiotics that can help. I have some scars, but at least don't have the itchy flaky "zits" all over my face anymore.
Stay with us here on this site, we all care for each other and are glad you are joining us!