Im so sorry to hear about Josh getting mugged and hope he is ok. Im also so sorry about your daughter and my heart ached to read how you watched your husband as he had chest pains.
Life will change.Believe this.I know life is throwing everything your way right now,but please keep fighting.We will all support you,help you n give you love and hugs across the air waves.
Your daughter is in the best place,hospital.I suffer with depression so bad at the moment,i too can not cope so well.I too feel everythings too much to handle.But i come here,tell you right now....and i know you understand. Your daughter will get the best help,the correct meds and it may take a while,but hopefully she will slowly come out of the darkness. Its so hard when a loved one wants to die,but really somewhere inside she so wants to live..for you.The illness has hold of her.The hospital is the only place where she can get that help right now...so remember that.You are NOT responsible for her illness.It happens....but it also can be treated.
Your son, oh my, so very frightening and i hope he recovers and so glad he he now home with you safe.It can happen to anyone...wrong place wrong time...so dont think your family are cursed you are NOT.
Your husband.....he is sick, he loves you and would be so upset if he knew you sat awake worrying about him. know though its natrual what you are doing....so many worries.
YOU....my dear friend.So much is happening constantly, you must be so overwhelmed,but please know i care and i know one day all this will come to an end and your luck will change and you will begin to feel peace. Until then,cry,come here get it out of your head.We all will support you through this very difficult time. Make sure you do something for you today.For me im gonna run a hot bath with bubbles..sit n relax with the radio on.Well i sayy relax...dont think ive done that for a whie...like you..but do something...even if its half an hour...something just for you.Just try and forget your worries otherwise you too will be more sick.
I am sorry all this happening to your family and im sending you gentle hugs and just know i care.
Love n hugs