I hate being the 'downer', but I just don't know where to go anymore. It's really starting to seem like everyone's turned their back on me, lately. The first few months of my diagnosis my family and friends were supportive, but now they seem to be distancing themselves. My best friend stays in touch with me, but she'll never come to visit me if I'm feeling worse than usual. Quite a few of my 'friends' won't even talk to me unless I look like I can be a functioning, healthy human being that day. I could somewhat deal with that, as it showed who my true friends were, but now my family's even getting this way. I know they're trying to be supportive and help me, but I think they just can't deal with me anymore, especially since I've been pretty couch/bed ridden lately.
I'm really sorry to drag you all into my bad day(s), but I just feel absolutely alone. =[
Medications: CellCept, Plaquenil, Prednisone, Naproxen, Tramacet