ERGH....Sounds like your having a right rollercoaster ride of it!
Do you not have a walk in center like part of a hospital you can go into to see? if all else fails and its the w/e i know i always have this for back up, which i took advantage of the other day (sunday) whooop
Im sorry to here your going thru the mill, its sad when we do, i wanna give you a bug hug and do a little dance for you to cheer you up (i dont dance)
Why is all your drs off on a friday? do you live in ireland or summin (irish joke)
Anyway i hope you feel a bit more positive soon sending you hugs from England