YES...tired of being sick, depressed, isolated, un-social, single, childless, broke, angry, bitter...TIRED!! I understand what you said and how you feel 100%.Glad someone else wrote about it so thank you. Most days I am positive and looking forward to whatever the day/life brings as long as it is not another flare up/illness which involves pain of any sort, doctor visit, or another trip to the pharmacy! I don't think you are selfish just dealing with a lot as your life has changed 360 degress as everyone on this site's life has changed. I don't think you ever get use to it...what use to be compared to what is..does that make sense???