Oh im sad to read you are so sad.Please remember,your Doctor is trying to help you yes he was insensative.....but the more he writes the better chance you get at moving home for the better.My Doctor did the same.I swear after i read it...its a wonder i wasnt sectioned under the mental act after what he wrote They are only words on a letter.As for others and their comments....you have to try and learn to ignore them.You are so many meds which make you bloat.When i was on steriods i looked like a man lol.I remember walking to the ladies toilets and the shocked looks i got...i had very short hair.Hurt me but i was laughing as i peed.....humour makes like a bit more bearable.So many people out there who make a living on puttin others down...and its because they're jealous and have a crap life.So think of the funny side always.Im sat here in the garden today writing to you.Last night i took a new pill.....my legs are twice the size and my elbows look funny and my face...well it looks like a have one of those cmedy chins on....! Nothing i can do about it.If anyone said anything to me.....id just say its the medication.I used to say its the medication im on even when i was'nt on any...i love chocolate you see lol.We will always be here to help you.But you have to learn to ignore what 'other' people say...some people out there love to see a person put down.Fire a comment back at them...works both ways.But your Doctor wouldnt have meant it in a bad way....he's actually trying to help you get a new home....doctors wernt born with sensative blood...some are quite weird.My old Doctor prefered dead people and told me to come back next week....see the worlds full of em.
You try and sit in the garden today or just get some fresh air.Being inside makes your worries seem worse when you are cooped up.Thats why im in the garden.
Sending you lots of love n hugs my friend
I am still here,just been on new meds so unable to function like i used to.I will pop back,just know im thinking of you all and hoping you are keeping on keeping on.xxxxxxx