Very hard indeed it started yesterday but I did not give in...
This morning tho waking up felt like a bad hangover, like I was hit by a truck last nite, then one sudden move and pains shot through my back as if I slipped a disc, my hands are barely moving and my fingers are stiff and sore, even typing slowly takes a lot of pain and energy...
My back is in sooo much pain at the moment that my stiff and sore neck and shoulders seem bearable....
Oh yeh and according to the doc a little while ago my Lupus has cured because the ANA came not back positive this time......
It is just two forms of arthritis........ hahahahahahahaha
He was suppose to send me to a specialist though (as he wanted a Lupus specialists opinion because the rheumy said I do have Lupus) from whom I still have not heard.... I am soooo sick of being pi$$ed about and I am in so much pain today that a clif nearly sounds like a good Idea.... nearly I say.... don't worry....

Well I am going to contact the Lupus clinic in Manchester myself today because I have had enough....

anyway sorry for the rant but had to vent for a minute.....