Hello Samantha and Welcome!
You have come to the right place to get support and love! Please don't be scared about anything in life. I know th unknowing can be scary but with God all things are possible! You will carry and have your own children but you have to believe this for yourself....claim victory for yourself. I was in so much pain when I was first diagnosed that I only wanted to be out of pain. Now that my pain is gone all I want is to go into remission and be healthy and I last week I started working out at the gym to move towards that goal. Baby steps towards what you want. Keep your head up and keep being positive as anything is possible for you!