Hi TOOTLES! Sadly to say that "no" you will never feel like you did. I havent in 3 yrs now. Im still adjusting to changes. Its going to be an adjustment for you unfortunately. Its hard but it is what it is. I do what i can to help myself and what i cant control i work with it to make it less explosive. Sorry you have to go through this but having people who are also going through it makes a BIG difference. These are GREAT people on this site, i cant say it enough.
We Live in a MORTAL, FRAIL, IMPERFECT world in which the word "FAIR" doesn't always apply.Make EVERY MOMENT COUNT with the ones you LOVE because it can end in the blink of an eye. Love, Jeannette