you are a lady of great strength, and you have endured an incredible amount of loss in your life. My prayers are definitely with Lexie and Triana. they are with you too, i can't imagine the pain that you must be in. please try not to worry (easy for me to say, right?) The medical world has come so far, and they accomplish things that just amaze me. we will use positive attraction by focusing on the drs. finding the problem and fixing that precious little girl.
Triana must want to bury her head in the sand when her birthday is approaching....well, her upcoming wedding is close to her day, and hopefully this will be a strong positive that overshadows all of the tragedies of the past.
i send you many angels to guide you through this time. hope they can help.