My last day of work was April 24,2002, I came home from work, parked my car and I haven't driven since. I have had enough. I have struggled with this disease since 1990 when I was diagnosed. I went out of work like so many other times on tempory disability but at the end of my 12 weeks I was still not able to return to work so I was terminated(I worked there for 18yrs). So I applies for SSI. I was just notified they turned me down as well. What next? I am using a law firm that handles SSI cases and haven't heard from them yet as to what we do now, but I feel so empty inside, I feel as though everyone thinks I'm faking. All my lab work from CBC to 24 hr. urine to SED RATE are all off the wall. Can anyone help that has been through this ordeal. I don't know what else to do.