Hi Tenlives :lol:
Welcome to our family. As you can see, many of us can completely identify with your story as we've been there often, ourselves. I'm glad that you felt comfortable enough to join us and I am sure that there will always be someone here who will understand what you are going through and who can offer you help, advice, information and support.
I've never participated in a trial either. My biggest fear is that I would be the one taking the placebo and getting no treatment whatsoever! I'm not even sure if this is how trials work, but I imagine that they'd have to compare their trial meds with persons taking no meds at all :cry:
At any rate, I can't offer you any suggestions in that area. I wish you the best, whatever you decide.
Again....welcome to our family and I hope that you share with us often!
Peace and Blessings
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