I am very glad that you found this site. Believe me none of us will ever look at you like you are a nut job. We definitely know how you feel as we all feel bad at times and Lupus is definitely not easy to live with. I hope that you can get over the depression and I will have you in my prayers and I hope that you have a really good Christmas.
Lupus for many years. Like most of my life. Sjogrens that started at 35 and Scoliosis, Spinal Stenosis, Degenerative Disc Disease, Osteo-Arthritis of the spine, Ankylosing Spondilitis, Periferal Neuropathy, mild CP and now just recently diagnosed with PA. I had a disc replaced in December of 2007.
Plaquenil, Sulindac, Imuran, Celiac diet, Tramadol and B12 shot once a month.