I am so sorry that this happened, but to be upset and mad at you I am not. I do understand where you are coming from. I am so glad that your husband found you and got you to the ER. When I was 15 I tried to end my life and again when I was 20. I guess you could say that it was not my time to go as I am still here. I thank god for every day. You know they can not prove you unfit as a parent if you see a Psychologist. I know that for a fact as I had seen one for years to deal with all of my issues and I had children at the time.
I think that it is terrible that your husband will not let you buy anything for your family and yet he buys for his. I would raise holy you know what if my husband did me like that. We don't buy for either side of the family other then the kids and their mates and my grandchld. I think that your husband is selfish big time. You know the best way to get at that mother in law is to kill her with kindness. I did that to my horrible mother in law. You catch more flies with honey then you do with vinegar.
I am glad that you gave your husband a taste fo his own medicine by telling him that he is worthless. Maybe he will turn around now.
Any time you feel lonely, sad and down just jump on here and we will talk with you, but please do not take your life as we think way to much of you to have you gone okay. Your life is worth so much and your children need you here with them.
Lupus for many years. Like most of my life. Sjogrens that started at 35 and Scoliosis, Spinal Stenosis, Degenerative Disc Disease, Osteo-Arthritis of the spine, Ankylosing Spondilitis, Periferal Neuropathy, mild CP and now just recently diagnosed with PA. I had a disc replaced in December of 2007.
Plaquenil, Sulindac, Imuran, Celiac diet, Tramadol and B12 shot once a month.