Its a difficult situation to cope with.
It has cost me my job as a nurse and left me struggling at times to function with my life. I am 51 but feel very sad when youngsters like you are struggling so much.
I need a purpose in life and have set up a support group inLeicester England where I live. I have also built a message board, half fun, half information.It gives me a purpose again.
I was in denial for many many months but even now i have reached acceptance of the situation, i don't always like my life.
Its good to meet fellow sufferers who understand but i also like some "normality" in my life.
Look forward to getting to know you.
My site link is at the bottom in www if yoy want some fun and info.