It's a guilty pleasure, but I must say I do love the smell of gun powder. I used to target shoot with a 22 rifle. I was quite good too. Don't think I'd do so well now though lol.
We have shoulders that are here for ya Rob. Vent sulk what ever you need. We all need some time to cool our jets and regroup every once in a while, that's okay.
Good luck tomorrow, it's probably going to be a long day for you. Keep us posted