Thanks for sharing that, I know it couldn't have been easy. I can't speak for others, but for myself I have had some very dark moments. Fortunately they pass. I cant imagine going day after day night after night with those thoughts in my head.
I'm glad you have made peace with yourself and the people in your life. Mostly that you have opened your life to them again.
There are alot of good people out there. There is also alot joy left for all of us to experiance. Fear and pain is there too, but we can move past that eventually. I like to think there is more of the goodstuff left to come.
Glad you came to this board and thank you for sharing what you went through. It means alot
My mom's favorit saying was, "When God closes a door ... somewhere he opens a window." Always look for the window
I had to edit at least one of my typos....oops I mean brain fog...yah that's it brain fog