God Bless You, you poor thing. I have no suggestions, I don't take hardly any meds (I don't like them and can't afford either). So I'm not much help there. All I can offer you is my ears, talk to me all you want. Venting can be clensing I must admit, it helped me. I so understand your frustration, not to long ago I wanted to run to my room and cry and never come out, why bother? I still fight with my emotions, my kids need me and that keeps my head on (even if a little crooked,lol). The people here, you too, is what helped most. I needed someone to hear and understand me, no one at home cares to hear (they just roll their eyes as if to say "here we go again"). I had the same problem with my card, never hardly use it and the bank really doesn't know your #. I called and told that I lost my pin, the card was of no use. They mailed me a new pin I had to reactivate, maybe your bank will do that or see if you can get a new card and shred the old?
Always here to lend an ear, I love to and it helps me feel better too. It's the least I can do for the help I was given, to pay it back by helping someone else if I can. Some, like me, feel better when they see an understanding person reply (not like the people around me who say they do, but rolling those eyes when they think your head's turned). Sorry if I sound corny, I have the words in my head for you, just not coming out the same when typing them (head foggy today). Hope you have a better week, gentle hugs and my support to you............... did you get it?(lol) :angel: