well my lawyer has a terrible "bedside manner" but once i saw him in action i sort of get it. he doesn't really study the case til the day before but seems ot be able to find the strongest points adn he does argue them to the judge. so even though he said he was not serving as an advocate, he did, and he did well, as did i. so... waiting for good news. thanks for the sounding board. i'm pretty high strung so i tend to get really wound up about things and worry a lot. i could go back on the neurontin for htat but it gives me really bad tremors and that sucks when trying to play guitar.
so i'll stick with my nail biting obsessiveness and driving my friends crazy at time, for now. til there's a better drug or i learn to meditate or something.