Hi my name is John. I am 45 years old and I live in Ocala,Florida.

I am a pro musician and I play Guitar in a classic rock band. I just found out 2 weeks ago that I have lupus and I am just devistated.
I feel like my life has stopped. I am scared,mad,pissed,frustrated and many other words that I cannot say. I went in to the doctor because my toe joints were hurting and she ran a arthritis blood test and it came back with S.L.E. I dont have any other symptoms but the joint pain.
I am scared and feel all alone. I feel worthless and am sad all the time.
I play with the band on the weekends and I even am starting to loose enjoyment there. I really need some friends right now.
my e-mail is: badattitude5759@aol.com
my bands website is: www.badattitude.us
please sign our guestbook............Thanks.......John