Hello Wafa :lol:
Welcome to our family. It is good to always remain hopeful. With medication, self-care, lifestyle changes and a good attitude, it is possible to manage your disease so that you can maintain a reasonably normal lifestyle.
You mentioned that your kidneys failed. Are you taking medication (steroids and/or immunosuppressants)? How are your kidneys functioning now?
We are a family here and we all welcome you to that family. You may come to us with any questions and we will do our very best to answer them for you. Also, we are here to give you support, understanding, comfort and a place to vent your feelings!
I wish you the very best!
Peace and Blessings
Look For The Good and Praise It!