Am so sorry that you are suffering like that with your skin. Having a skin problem is bad enough but when its on your face it causes all sorts of emotional trauma.
I should know. I woke up one morning about two years ago with a face which I can only describe as looking like a pizza. It was covered in these huge red lumps all over my cheeks, forehead and down onto my neck. My dermatologist has said that he's never seen anything like it.
It cleared up with some gel from my GP but it still flares up every now and then and its bad at the moment.
For the past few days I've been washing my face with something called Epiderm. You can use this as a soap substitute, use it in your bath and also as a moisturiser so its three products in one handy wee tub.
Today my skin is definately clearer. Less red and fewer red 'lumps'. Not sure if this is just a coincidence (my skin claming down by itself just as I try something new) but perhaps it might be worth a try.
You should be able to get Epiderm from your local pharmacy!
Let me know how you get on and good luck!
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