In times of trouble and you don't know what to do.... then pray. You cannot heal and fight your battles, that is left to the Lord to handle. Stressing is something we all do naturally, but we have to remember who is in charge. Sometimes if i cant pray, I just hold my bible and lay down, or cry myself to sleep. Also remember you still have 1 thing to be happy about. God Blocked it!!! you are still in Gods plan, he has you here for a purpose and he faught for you to be here, he also endured pain.
You are very strong because you are still here, He is always with you my dear, and may he continue to bless you and your loved one!
"Dance like nobody's watching; love like you've never been hurt. Sing like nobody's listening; live like it's heaven on earth."