Hi Everyone. I've had Lupus for about 5 years, and other than an occasional brief flare up, I'm dealing with the chronic leftovers.... I want to badly to feel normal at least for awhile. But I'm always dealing with fatigue, brain fog and pain, and that's with my Lupus under control. It's frustrating. I don't make commitments anymore because I don't know if I'll be able to keep them. I'm boring and I'm bored. I'm blessed to have a supportive family.