Welcome to our forum. You are very young and I know that you are probably confused and have many questions. We are all here to answer as many of those questions as we can. There are other members here who are around your age and will probably be able to relate to some of your specific issues. At any rate, I want you to know that you are not alone and that there will always be someone here to help you in any way that we can.
Peace and Blessings