Welcome, Hasanati. I checked out the LZone website, and am glad to see that there is one more advocate looking out for those of us who deal with lupus everyday. Thank you for your efforts!
My heart goes out to you - we all know how hard it is to deal with the ups and downs of lupus. When you're in a bad place, know that you can come here to find support. It's been a life saver for me - I'm not sure what I would've done without this forum. I hope we can be a support to you. I'm so sorry about the sadness that mother's day brings to you. It's too easy to say that time will lessen the pain (even though I suspect that's true) so let me just say that you can share that pain with others here, and you'll always find someone who understands. Maybe that will be a comfort.
Hope to hear more about your advocacy journey, Hasanati. Best wishes to you...
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