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Try not to stress yourself out too much about the lab tests, medications and treatments involved with Lupus. Also, do not worry about asking too many questions; there is no such thing.
We will answer every question that we can. I think that, once you understand why you have to take the tests, what the medications are for, what their side effects could be, how long you have to take them, what your treatments are attemtping to accomplish and what changes you can make to better manage this disease, things will not be as frustrating and you will not be filled with as much fear.
So, keep asking - your knowledge will be your tool to help you manage your disease.
Peace and Blessings