I'm old enough to be your mom, so I hope you don't mind if I talk like it sometimes. My name's Noel - I totally understand the chemo because I had it for a year and a half. Also had three bouts of kidney failure - needed dialysis which was definitely not fun. Things got better when the docs finally figured out what meds worked for me. I understand why you don't want to tell your boss about having lupus - it's hard for people who have never been sick to understand what it's like when you never really feel good. I know it's really hard to get a good job at your age without much work experience. Are you thinking about going to college?