I was told this would all get easier . It's actually the opposite . It's only becoming more real. This is my life now .. Trapped by medication that makes me insane / nauseous on a daily basis. My mentality has changed so much I'm up I'm down I don't know what feelings are even real anymore. I have never in my life felt like 4 different people as much as I do now. I'm 24.. And 95.. And all I want to do is jump out of my skin. I am no longer One with this shell I carry around . You can hit me with a truck anytime and ill take it.. But mess with my clear mind and Ill take a turn for the worse
Last edited by Sdelia3; 04-21-2014 at 12:41 PM.