Hello and Welcome;
My name is also Susie. Many of us have gone through what you are going through. Are you taking any medications for your symptoms? I am sorry that you've been getting sicker and sicker and I hope that you can get started on treatments that will hopefully make you feel better.
I am glad that you joined us. You will find that this site is filled with understanding people who want to help in any way that we can. Make yourself at home, join in on any conversation or start one of your own. Once again...welcome!
Peace and Blessings
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