Hello and Welcome Christine:
You have certainly come to the right place to be amongst people who understand and who will not take your descriptions of your struggles as complaints. You will find that this place is a family and that we genuinely care for one another. So, please tell us what you are going through and we will do all that we can to give you support, information, understanding, comfort and friendship.
Peace and Blessings
Look For The Good and Praise It!