It is hard to work for jerks. I hope things will get better for you.
I know, how hard working is, I still work full time and some days I don't know how I am going to make it through the day, because I am in so much pain.
Right now I am somewhat ok, because I am on Prednisone. But I am tapering down and can feel the pain coming back.
Whenever you feel down, come here and talk to us.
I may have been dealt a bad hand, but at least I'm still playing with a full deck. ( most of the time anyway).