UGH I know exactly how you feel. Some days when I just run my fingers through my hair chunks will fall out. Those are the days i'm scared to take a shower. I have been trying to grow out my hair because I have never done that before since I had lupus but its not very successful right now. MTX was my main problem when I lost hair, and I was 15 at the time so it was super embarrassing, I just had wisps left and it never grew back to it's full potential.
Am I the only one, who's hairloss stop's when taking MTX?
I may have been dealt a bad hand, but at least I'm still playing with a full deck. ( most of the time anyway).